So, as of late, since Finals are next week, I've been in a slump.
I have yet to draw, for I ish swamped with homework. My brain nearly imploded today and I lost it, but I managed to keep my composure, somehow. I used to take naps here and there, and now I take them every day. I've been too tired to do anything. I get home, grab a snack maybe, and head off to my room to either get ready for my Physical Therapy, or just sit down and get homework. I'm tired enough as it is, so that doesn't quite help. Gramma is a bit worried about me, because she sees me fatiguing a bit. No dinner again tonight, I just realized. I fell asleep at five and haven't woken up till now. So, dA, if I is not on, it's cause I am sleeping. I'll be away for quite awhile, until finals are over at least. And then after that, I have to piece what was left of my sanity back together and get my sleeping back on track, as well as my eating. *whines* Ugh, my core is so sore from Physical therapy! It's worse than Aerobics class. *holds tummy* And my stomach hasn't been doing too well, since Christmas Eve. I've been in a downward spiral. ONCE AGAIN, why does nothing ever get better? It's one damn thing after another. It's going to get worse again, and then what? My death? Oh how I hope.

5am. Not a good idea for me to wake up at. I have to go out into the dark, cold abyss called the outside in a few minutes to catch the bus. School is today. orz fml. D':

2009 I..
[x] broke a promise
[x] fallen out of love
[x] lied
[x] went behind your parent's back
[x] cried over a broken heart
[x] disappointed someone close
[x] hid a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[ ] kissed in the rain
[ ] slept under the stars
[ ] kept your new years resolution
[x] forgot your new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed your life
[x] met one of your idols
[x] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[x] pretended to be sick
[ ] left the country
[x] almost died
[x] given up something important to you
[x] lost something expensive
[x] learned something new about yourself
[x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[x] found out who your true friends were
[x] met great people
[x] stayed up til sunrise
[x] cried over the silliest thing
[x] was never home on weekends
[x] got into a car accident
[x] had friends who were drifting away from you
[ ] had someone close to you die
[x] had a high cell phone bill
[ ] spent most of your money on food
[ ] had a fist fight
[x] went to the beach
[ ] saw a celebrity
[x] gotten sick
[x] liked more than 5 people at the same time (If you count fictional characters)
[ ] stayed single for the whole year
[ ] made out in/on a car
[ ] kissed in the snow
[x] celebrated Halloween
[x] had your heart broken
[ ] had a stalker
[ ] mooned someone
[ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
[x] someone questioned your sexual orientation
[ ] came out of the closet
[ ] gotten pregnant
[ ] had an abortion
[x] done something you've regretted
[x] painted a picture
[x] wrote a poem
[x] ran a mile
[ ] shopped at Hollister or Bench
[ ] posted a blog on MySpace
[x] listened to music you couldn't stand
[x] went to a sleepover
[x] laughed till you cried
[x] laughed till you peed in your pants
[ ] visited a foreign country
[x] cut in a line of waiting people
[x] told someone you were busy when you weren't
[ ] partied to celebrate the new year