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Finallssss.

Wed Jan 6, 2010, 10:56 PM
So, as of late, since Finals are next week, I've been in a slump.
I have yet to draw, for I ish swamped with homework. My brain nearly imploded today and I lost it, but I managed to keep my composure, somehow. I used to take naps here and there, and now I take them every day. I've been too tired to do anything. I get home, grab a snack maybe, and head off to my room to either get ready for my Physical Therapy, or just sit down and get homework. I'm tired enough as it is, so that doesn't quite help. Gramma is a bit worried about me, because she sees me fatiguing a bit. No dinner again tonight, I just realized. I fell asleep at five and haven't woken up till now. So, dA, if I is not on, it's cause I am sleeping. I'll be away for quite awhile, until finals are over at least. And then after that, I have to piece what was left of my sanity back together and get my sleeping back on track, as well as my eating. *whines* Ugh, my core is so sore from Physical therapy! It's worse than Aerobics class. *holds tummy* And my stomach hasn't been doing too well, since Christmas Eve. I've been in a downward spiral. ONCE AGAIN, why does nothing ever get better? It's one damn thing after another. It's going to get worse again, and then what? My death? Oh how I hope.

  • Mood: Suffering

UGH.

Mon Jan 4, 2010, 6:32 AM
5am. Not a good idea for me to wake up at. I have to go out into the dark, cold abyss called the outside in a few minutes to catch the bus. School is today. orz fml. D':

  • Mood: Nervous

In 2009 I...

Fri Jan 1, 2010, 3:36 PM
2009 I..
[x] broke a promise
[x] fallen out of love
[x] lied
[x] went behind your parent's back
[x] cried over a broken heart
[x] disappointed someone close
[x] hid a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[ ] kissed in the rain
[ ] slept under the stars
[ ] kept your new years resolution
[x] forgot your new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed your life
[x] met one of your idols
[x] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[x] pretended to be sick
[ ] left the country
[x] almost died
[x] given up something important to you
[x] lost something expensive
[x] learned something new about yourself
[x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[x] found out who your true friends were
[x] met great people
[x] stayed up til sunrise
[x] cried over the silliest thing
[x] was never home on weekends
[x] got into a car accident
[x] had friends who were drifting away from you
[ ] had someone close to you die
[x] had a high cell phone bill
[ ] spent most of your money on food
[ ] had a fist fight
[x] went to the beach
[ ] saw a celebrity
[x] gotten sick
[x] liked more than 5 people at the same time (If you count fictional characters)
[ ] stayed single for the whole year
[ ] made out in/on a car
[ ] kissed in the snow
[x] celebrated Halloween
[x] had your heart broken
[ ] had a stalker
[ ] mooned someone
[ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
[x] someone questioned your sexual orientation
[ ] came out of the closet
[ ] gotten pregnant
[ ] had an abortion
[x] done something you've regretted
[x] painted a picture
[x] wrote a poem
[x] ran a mile
[ ] shopped at Hollister or Bench
[ ] posted a blog on MySpace
[x] listened to music you couldn't stand
[x] went to a sleepover
[x] laughed till you cried
[x] laughed till you peed in your pants
[ ] visited a foreign country
[x] cut in a line of waiting people
[x] told someone you were busy when you weren't
[ ] partied to celebrate the new year

  • Mood: Lazy

Happy new years, everyone.

Thu Dec 31, 2009, 11:55 PM
I hope all goes well for you, and that you have a fun time.

I pray this year goes better, and it won't be like last year for me.
I'm going to eat less(which I've already started doing), loose some weight(I hate my chub), learn to relax, try to be nicer to the family, and get a job to help Gramma pay bills. Simple stuff, kinda. I'm going to have to work at these resolutions. I hope money get's better around here too, really. Anyway, happy new year again.


  • Mood: Lonely

money...

Thu Dec 31, 2009, 3:36 PM
I really hate the economy.
It's killing my family. Gramma is so sad.
Gramma being sad makes me sad, very sad.
I hate this, I really do. I also hate being the whiny, spoiled brat that I am. While my family is freaking out about the money situation, I'm freaking out about my broken phone. Yes, it broke in two. But, the bottom half with the on button still turns on. x.X; Gramma knows I'm upset, and can see that I'm so lost without it. I don't know why I'm so blagh without the stupid thing. Maybe cause I don't feel safe without it in my pocket at all times. The other day gramma gave me $20 for the movies, and I never spent it cause we didn't go. She told me to keep it. In the car today she asked if I still had it and I said yes, of course, because I'm saving up for a phone. Then she told me she was going to get me one, before my birthday. Which is now like, nearly 23 days away. *squee* Ima be 15. *dances* Anyway, I really am spoiled and feel bad for being so down in the dumps, throwing out witty comments about not having a phone. I mean, I have a whole shit load of go phones, yet no chargers. I have this on crappy tiny phone that has no charger either. *flail* Phones are useless when dead! Uhm. Yeah. That's all. I need food. And sleep. *yawn*
I need to learn to stop complaining.


  • Mood: Gloomy

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